Sunflower

i’m feeling… happy.

i’m not sure why. i think it’s because my period finally started.

thank goodness. :)

country music makes me happy, really happy.„ matt leaves thursday.  untill basically monday. i won’t see him for awhile… i’m alittle sad.. but it’s okay, i hope he has fun.

uhhm, online schooling, is lame. i’m tired of it. i have no whats so ever motivations for it. i think i’m gonna dress up nice tomorrow, very nice. i’m not sure why… i’m thinking about getting my hair permed,

permed hair is nice, reminds me of the beach hair look.

i’m bored of my hair…

they’re a great band. i hope to see them live soon. ♥♥

This weekend just hasn’t been the best. I’m not sure what has gotten into us lately. You’re leaving for a few days soon, will you miss me?, think about me?  *sigh*, sometimes I feel invisible, and I shouldn’t.

I’m pretty upset, moody. I’m not sure why.

I have so much on my mind. Could I be..?..no.. there isn’t any way. But what if…

I don’t know, what to think. I don’t know if i should bring it up.

I’ll just wait and see… then we will really know whats going on in my body. Homecoming is coming up soon, you told me you’d ask me in a sweet way… at this point, nothing seems sweet coming from you. Sometimes… I just wished…

Maybe tonight we’ll make up… and maybe just maybe… it will make up for my day.

I have to be at work in 45 minutes… I’m bummed. You haven’t texted me, I’m not sure how you’ve felt about me lately. I don’t know what to think. Please make my day… somehow.

But, it won’t happen. I know it won’t… are you just heartless? or do you even think about me?… how important am I to you, really? These thoughts always run around my mind.

//I’m not sure why; but lately I’ve been in love with sunflowers. Sunflowers enhances the beautiful color, yellow.